You didn't expect another post so soon now, did you?
Going back to school has terrified me for a long time. I don't know what part about it does -- except for all of it. I'm afraid to move in. I'm afraid to meet my new roommates. I'm afraid to start school. I'm afraid to sit in class. I'm afraid to do labs. I'm afraid to do homework.... Basically... I'm afraid.
And yet tomorrow I move into my new home with three girls I have yet to meet.
Why does it scare me? I don't know. It might have something to do with how I left early last time. But then again, maybe not. I know I can always take a medical withdraw if I get too sick. Yet, that does not seem to comfort me.
I feel like I should say more, but I don't know what else to say. How do you feel about going back to school?
Going back to uni actually usually excites me... Not so much for the classes, but because of the people I know there. I also kind of enjoy the start of a new semester - It's nice not having a backlog of work yet and getting a chance to get my shit together. I never do, but the hope is nice.
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